Sometimes

Sometimes it feels like...
I have no purpose
No dreams
No reason for life and no reason to be alive
Sometimes I think...
That no one cares
That no one wants me
That no one would notice if I died
Sometimes I say...
Things that I mean
Things that I dont mean
Things that I dont mean to mean
(But I do...)
Sometimes I see...
People dont care about themselves
People dont care about anything
People dont care about me
Sometimes I want...
To break down and cry
To give up
To hide from everyone
Sometimes I am...
Scared of life
Scared of seeing the truth
Scared of myself...
Sometimes I fight
I cry
I try my hardest to break this cycle of darkness
But sometimes...
I cant...
And I fall into myself again...