THE LONG WAY HOME/ POEM BY SPAC3.
I EXPECTED TO HOLD YOU TIGHT
AS I WALKED HOME TONIGHT, WHEN THREE HOURS AGO I TOLD YOU WHAT WAS ON MY MIND,YOU LOOKED BACK AND TOLD ME WHAT WAS IN MY HEART,THREE HOUSES DOWN TWO SUMMERS AGO
I TOLD YOU WHAT MY HEART WAS SAYING, YOU SAID WHAT WAS ON MY MIND. NOW WE STARE INTO EACH OTHERS EYES ,I BLINK AND
YOU’RE GONE, MY HEART IN YOUR
HANDS ,YOUR TEARS ON MY MIND
I TURN FROM YOU FOR THE LAST
TIME , STARTING TOWARDS HOME
A DARKER SOUL FOR IT.
Monday, December 21, 2009
God
To me, you owe
Your life and soul
I am your god
Your existence sold
You live within
The future I brought
I own your body
I own your thoughts
So worship me
And never stop
Your life and soul
I am your god
Your existence sold
You live within
The future I brought
I own your body
I own your thoughts
So worship me
And never stop
Separation
Every time I look into your eyes...
My heart pulses...
Every time I feel the soft smoothness of your skin
My fingers twitch
Every time I breathe in your scent,
Hear the beating of your heart
Taste your blood...
I want you more and more.
I don't want you to leave. I want you to stay by my side...
Forever.
Please dont leave me here...
Left alone to die.
Your gentle touch... Your warm embraces...
Even the way that you're so overprotective of me...
I miss it all.
When I look into your eyes, I see visions of myself with you.
The light being snuffed out by the dark cover that you put up
To protect us.
You deny it all you want. Your heart never lies.
You tell me to find someone else. Someone that will love me like you do.
But what you don't realize is...
There is no one else that can love me like you do.
If you love someone, let them go.
If they come back, it was meant to be.
But... what if they don't want to leave?
You say that you want me to be free...
But cant you understand that I felt the most free...
When I was with you.
When I'm with you, I dont have to pretend. Hide what I am.
I dont have to be shy or ashamed or lonely.
I feel safe with you.
Like Bella and Edward, You're the love of my existence.
And I dont want you to go.
My heart pulses...
Every time I feel the soft smoothness of your skin
My fingers twitch
Every time I breathe in your scent,
Hear the beating of your heart
Taste your blood...
I want you more and more.
I don't want you to leave. I want you to stay by my side...
Forever.
Please dont leave me here...
Left alone to die.
Your gentle touch... Your warm embraces...
Even the way that you're so overprotective of me...
I miss it all.
When I look into your eyes, I see visions of myself with you.
The light being snuffed out by the dark cover that you put up
To protect us.
You deny it all you want. Your heart never lies.
You tell me to find someone else. Someone that will love me like you do.
But what you don't realize is...
There is no one else that can love me like you do.
If you love someone, let them go.
If they come back, it was meant to be.
But... what if they don't want to leave?
You say that you want me to be free...
But cant you understand that I felt the most free...
When I was with you.
When I'm with you, I dont have to pretend. Hide what I am.
I dont have to be shy or ashamed or lonely.
I feel safe with you.
Like Bella and Edward, You're the love of my existence.
And I dont want you to go.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Now a poem by: Tanya Baker
I asked you if you liked me
You said no.
I asked you if I was pretty
You said no.
I asked you if I was in your heart
You said no.
I asked you if you would cry if I walked away
You said no.
So, I walked away but you grabbed my arm and said:
I don't like you. I love you.
You're not pretty. You're beautiful.
You're not in my heart. You are my heart.
And if you walked away... I wouldn't cry.
I would die.
You said no.
I asked you if I was pretty
You said no.
I asked you if I was in your heart
You said no.
I asked you if you would cry if I walked away
You said no.
So, I walked away but you grabbed my arm and said:
I don't like you. I love you.
You're not pretty. You're beautiful.
You're not in my heart. You are my heart.
And if you walked away... I wouldn't cry.
I would die.
Now a poem by: Yolanda Lazo
My heart is shattered
Soul bruised and battered
But it doesn't really matter
Loneliness has been trying to take your place lately
I don't know what to do
'Cuz loneliness wont kiss me, but...
Loneliness wont diss me.
Does loneliness love me?
I know I miss you to the point of endless tears
I surely don't miss loneliness...
I miss us.
Soul bruised and battered
But it doesn't really matter
Loneliness has been trying to take your place lately
I don't know what to do
'Cuz loneliness wont kiss me, but...
Loneliness wont diss me.
Does loneliness love me?
I know I miss you to the point of endless tears
I surely don't miss loneliness...
I miss us.
The ABC's of Evil (Version 3.0)
A is for Agony, demonic screams of pain
B is for bait, just using you to others slain
C is for control, you belong to me
D is for dark, cant kill what you cant see
E is for existence, you live inside your mind
F is for forget, to your world these memories bind
G is for Germinate, learn...spread and grow.
H is for Hallucinate, what's real... You'll never know.
I is for Infection, sickness spreads to quarantine
J is for Jury, guilty or innocent... Yet to be seen
K is for killer intent to take a life
L is for light in times of pain and strife
M is for melt, your skin right off your bones
N is for night, sadistic weapons that you hone
O is for Omnipotent, god-like beings shine upon this earth
P is for pale, weak after fatal birth
Q is for Quarantine, sacrifice out of fear
R is for rain, no one can see my tears
S is for splattered all over the ground
T is for torture, suffering without sound
U is for undead, come to life from heavens send
V is for violence, suffer to no end
W is for whisper, quiet plots of mutiny
X is for xterminate, races never again you'll see
Y is for yellow dying eyes, hands and toes
Z is for zigzag, restrain in knotted bows
Now you know your ABC's... Dont you wanna play with me?
B is for bait, just using you to others slain
C is for control, you belong to me
D is for dark, cant kill what you cant see
E is for existence, you live inside your mind
F is for forget, to your world these memories bind
G is for Germinate, learn...spread and grow.
H is for Hallucinate, what's real... You'll never know.
I is for Infection, sickness spreads to quarantine
J is for Jury, guilty or innocent... Yet to be seen
K is for killer intent to take a life
L is for light in times of pain and strife
M is for melt, your skin right off your bones
N is for night, sadistic weapons that you hone
O is for Omnipotent, god-like beings shine upon this earth
P is for pale, weak after fatal birth
Q is for Quarantine, sacrifice out of fear
R is for rain, no one can see my tears
S is for splattered all over the ground
T is for torture, suffering without sound
U is for undead, come to life from heavens send
V is for violence, suffer to no end
W is for whisper, quiet plots of mutiny
X is for xterminate, races never again you'll see
Y is for yellow dying eyes, hands and toes
Z is for zigzag, restrain in knotted bows
Now you know your ABC's... Dont you wanna play with me?
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Destiny
Reaching out for love...
is the hardest thing to do when there's
no one to take your hand.
I love you with all my heart.
Dont pretend you don't see me here.
All the things I did for you.
All I wanted back was you.
Trapped behind a wall of everyone who don't approve.
I don't care about them... It's only us against the world.
Even so... You don't love me.
I can cut my wrists or my throat.
Those tears would be for your fallen friend
Not your lost lover.
It's her you love.
The girl that you pine and swoon after.
The girl that you'd do anything for.
The girl that I'd kill to be.
It's her you love.
I need you so much.
But you need her so much more.
You tell me how she wont love you back.
It's unfair, I tell you, that the ones who want love
Are left in this hellhole you call a world...alone.
And the ones who have it all...
Never even notice.
I want to be with you.
I'd do anything to make you realize that...
To make you mine...
But no matter what I do, I already know...
It's your destiny to be with her.
And it's my destiny to die.
is the hardest thing to do when there's
no one to take your hand.
I love you with all my heart.
Dont pretend you don't see me here.
All the things I did for you.
All I wanted back was you.
Trapped behind a wall of everyone who don't approve.
I don't care about them... It's only us against the world.
Even so... You don't love me.
I can cut my wrists or my throat.
Those tears would be for your fallen friend
Not your lost lover.
It's her you love.
The girl that you pine and swoon after.
The girl that you'd do anything for.
The girl that I'd kill to be.
It's her you love.
I need you so much.
But you need her so much more.
You tell me how she wont love you back.
It's unfair, I tell you, that the ones who want love
Are left in this hellhole you call a world...alone.
And the ones who have it all...
Never even notice.
I want to be with you.
I'd do anything to make you realize that...
To make you mine...
But no matter what I do, I already know...
It's your destiny to be with her.
And it's my destiny to die.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Would you...?
If I tell you I like you, would you push me away
If I tell you I love you, would you try to stay?
If I tell you I want you... what would you do
if I tell you I needed to be with you?
Would you leave me alone, or pretend to agree?
Would you be anything I asked you to be?
Would you break my heart and never see me again?
Would you buy little candies and flowers to send?
Would you tell me you need me like I need you?
Would you tell me you like me? Love or want me, too?
Would you let us be happy for the rest of our life?
Would you end it all with the blade of a knife?
If I tell you I like you, would you push me away
If I tell you I love you, would you try to stay?
If I tell you I want you... what would you do
if I tell you I needed to be with you?
The only thing I want you to do,
is let me be happy... Together with you.
If I tell you I love you, would you try to stay?
If I tell you I want you... what would you do
if I tell you I needed to be with you?
Would you leave me alone, or pretend to agree?
Would you be anything I asked you to be?
Would you break my heart and never see me again?
Would you buy little candies and flowers to send?
Would you tell me you need me like I need you?
Would you tell me you like me? Love or want me, too?
Would you let us be happy for the rest of our life?
Would you end it all with the blade of a knife?
If I tell you I like you, would you push me away
If I tell you I love you, would you try to stay?
If I tell you I want you... what would you do
if I tell you I needed to be with you?
The only thing I want you to do,
is let me be happy... Together with you.
The Rules of Love
Love
A sick twisted game with rules that no one follows
To win means to dominate, to conquer
To be strong for yourself and everyone else
To be on top
Everyone depends on you
You’re important…but you also usually have too much importance to carry
People cheer you on, tell you that you can do it
People have waited their whole life to see you get here
And some people don’t want to see you here
You usually want to give up… but you cant.
Not without consequences…
To lose means to submit, to follow
To depend on others and try your best to please them
To not remember the rules of love is to lose
You might still have love even after you lose
But not easily.
You are carefree, seemingly
You help the winner from the background
Not much, but you feel good for it
You encourage and cheer…sometimes, for nothing.
You want to feel important, but not win
If you win, then people will depend only on you
And you don’t know how to comfort them
So you let yourself lose
But not without consequences…
To be successful at love, someone has to win
And someone has to lose
But sometimes, it doesn’t work that way
Sometimes, both people want to win
No one depends on the other
They think it would make them weak
But then, who cheers them on?
Tells them that they love them and believe in them?
Without supporters, winners have no one to dominate
And they have no good purpose as winners
Sometimes, both people want to lose
No one wants to be responsible for the other
But that makes the other feel that they aren’t trusted
Some people are just too lazy to be a winner
They don’t want to help people with nothing to gain
Or they just want others to do things for them
But with both people just sitting around cheering for each other
Nothing gets done, and losers have no one to submit to
They have no good purpose as losers
Love is a sick game with twisted rules
That no one likes to follow
The winners never like being winners
And the losers never like to be losers
But winners are usually too cocky and prideful to be losers
And losers usually don’t have enough authority to be a winner
It’s sad, but not interchangeable.
And that’s the way it is.
A sick twisted game with rules that no one follows
To win means to dominate, to conquer
To be strong for yourself and everyone else
To be on top
Everyone depends on you
You’re important…but you also usually have too much importance to carry
People cheer you on, tell you that you can do it
People have waited their whole life to see you get here
And some people don’t want to see you here
You usually want to give up… but you cant.
Not without consequences…
To lose means to submit, to follow
To depend on others and try your best to please them
To not remember the rules of love is to lose
You might still have love even after you lose
But not easily.
You are carefree, seemingly
You help the winner from the background
Not much, but you feel good for it
You encourage and cheer…sometimes, for nothing.
You want to feel important, but not win
If you win, then people will depend only on you
And you don’t know how to comfort them
So you let yourself lose
But not without consequences…
To be successful at love, someone has to win
And someone has to lose
But sometimes, it doesn’t work that way
Sometimes, both people want to win
No one depends on the other
They think it would make them weak
But then, who cheers them on?
Tells them that they love them and believe in them?
Without supporters, winners have no one to dominate
And they have no good purpose as winners
Sometimes, both people want to lose
No one wants to be responsible for the other
But that makes the other feel that they aren’t trusted
Some people are just too lazy to be a winner
They don’t want to help people with nothing to gain
Or they just want others to do things for them
But with both people just sitting around cheering for each other
Nothing gets done, and losers have no one to submit to
They have no good purpose as losers
Love is a sick game with twisted rules
That no one likes to follow
The winners never like being winners
And the losers never like to be losers
But winners are usually too cocky and prideful to be losers
And losers usually don’t have enough authority to be a winner
It’s sad, but not interchangeable.
And that’s the way it is.
Video Game Haikus (Part 1)
Harvest Moon- A wonderful life
Title: Unrequited Love
Turned down, rejected...
Where will I find fall flowers?
Nami is so mean!!!
Title: Restless
Gotta...milk...my cow
What?! It's only 3am?
Where's my diary?!
Animal Crossing
Title: New Home
What a great new house
That will be... HOW MANY BELLS?!
I hate you... Tom Nook...
And now a random poem by Yugi-kun:
Sway like leaves in wind...
Hey, you! Get off of my lawn!
I'm calling the cops!
Title: Unrequited Love
Turned down, rejected...
Where will I find fall flowers?
Nami is so mean!!!
Title: Restless
Gotta...milk...my cow
What?! It's only 3am?
Where's my diary?!
Animal Crossing
Title: New Home
What a great new house
That will be... HOW MANY BELLS?!
I hate you... Tom Nook...
And now a random poem by Yugi-kun:
Sway like leaves in wind...
Hey, you! Get off of my lawn!
I'm calling the cops!
Death Note (The Short Version)
With the stroke of a pen
I can take your life
I kill not only to kill
But to save the ones that deserve to live
1 become 100
1000 becomes millions
As long as there is bad in the world, I have a purpose
L, you wont stop me
Heart attacks or double suicides
A 6 point star with your blood on the wall
You do what I tell you
You only live as long as my heart wants to spare you
I have a reason to my insanity
I am God.
I am Justice.
I am Kira.
I can take your life
I kill not only to kill
But to save the ones that deserve to live
1 become 100
1000 becomes millions
As long as there is bad in the world, I have a purpose
L, you wont stop me
Heart attacks or double suicides
A 6 point star with your blood on the wall
You do what I tell you
You only live as long as my heart wants to spare you
I have a reason to my insanity
I am God.
I am Justice.
I am Kira.
All For You
(Written for my story "All for you")
The Way you look at me
Like I'm nothing more than your property
Your voice, once sweet and calming
Now chilly, dark and cold
The way you say "I love you"
Now translate into "You're mine."
And in a desperate act of love, I follow
The red lines streaking across my paled skin
Polka-dotted bruises and tattooed scars
Blood drops trail like bread crumbs
Leading me back to you
As I look into your eyes
The person I once trusted with all my heart
I now fear you with the same intensity
You promised me that I could die in your arms
But I didn't know that my swift death would be by your hands
That such a simple slit to the throat
Could cause so much unthinkably blinding pain
I just wanted someone I could spend life and death with
Eternity
Master, Please understand
I love you
Maliko:
Master! Please, stop! Y-you're hurting me...
Master:
Your pain is just a swift measure of my love. Take it. Or... Dont you love me anymore...?
Maliko: No, Master! I do love you!
Master:
Are you sure? Because I could just leave right now...
Maliko: No, Master! I'm sorry! Please dont leave! I wont complain... I promise...
Master:
*Heh heh* Good...
As you hold me, like you promised
Away from you, like some horrible bed-ridden disease
With my last little bit of energy, I reach for your hand to hold
To guide me into the abyss
But you pull away and smile wickedly
And with my one last gasping breath...
...I apologize for bleeding all over your shirt...
The Way you look at me
Like I'm nothing more than your property
Your voice, once sweet and calming
Now chilly, dark and cold
The way you say "I love you"
Now translate into "You're mine."
And in a desperate act of love, I follow
The red lines streaking across my paled skin
Polka-dotted bruises and tattooed scars
Blood drops trail like bread crumbs
Leading me back to you
As I look into your eyes
The person I once trusted with all my heart
I now fear you with the same intensity
You promised me that I could die in your arms
But I didn't know that my swift death would be by your hands
That such a simple slit to the throat
Could cause so much unthinkably blinding pain
I just wanted someone I could spend life and death with
Eternity
Master, Please understand
I love you
Maliko:
Master! Please, stop! Y-you're hurting me...
Master:
Your pain is just a swift measure of my love. Take it. Or... Dont you love me anymore...?
Maliko: No, Master! I do love you!
Master:
Are you sure? Because I could just leave right now...
Maliko: No, Master! I'm sorry! Please dont leave! I wont complain... I promise...
Master:
*Heh heh* Good...
As you hold me, like you promised
Away from you, like some horrible bed-ridden disease
With my last little bit of energy, I reach for your hand to hold
To guide me into the abyss
But you pull away and smile wickedly
And with my one last gasping breath...
...I apologize for bleeding all over your shirt...
RPG- A Love Poem
Walk with me, on this new journey,
to explore every house and complete every sidequest
Enjoy with me the beauty of a sunset
(even though morning will probably come in another 4 minutes)
Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,
when grief crosses our path
Find Potion and Revive with me,
when despair lies in wait
Laugh with me in the final boss's face,
to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear
(When we get pwned and realize we never saved)
Find peace with me, in each other's souls,
when the world has gone insane
Find love with me, shattered Pieces of Heart
until this quest have been completed (at the end of the game)
And when this path comes to an end
I hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of 100% completion,
And what it's like to win with your friends
Unless they make a sequel
I'll never see you again
You were always my favorite in the party
The credits roll, and we are "FIN".
to explore every house and complete every sidequest
Enjoy with me the beauty of a sunset
(even though morning will probably come in another 4 minutes)
Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,
when grief crosses our path
Find Potion and Revive with me,
when despair lies in wait
Laugh with me in the final boss's face,
to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear
(When we get pwned and realize we never saved)
Find peace with me, in each other's souls,
when the world has gone insane
Find love with me, shattered Pieces of Heart
until this quest have been completed (at the end of the game)
And when this path comes to an end
I hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of 100% completion,
And what it's like to win with your friends
Unless they make a sequel
I'll never see you again
You were always my favorite in the party
The credits roll, and we are "FIN".
Blazing Fury
Play with fire and youre gonna get burned
Thats what the older kids say
When they dont want you hanging around Now it's time for them to pay
Take a candle and light it bright
Pour gasoline in their beds
When they're asleep, burn them up
They wont be laughing when they're dead
Start with me and youre gonna get killed
Thats all I've got to say
Only one question at the end of this poem
Do you wanna play?
Thats what the older kids say
When they dont want you hanging around Now it's time for them to pay
Take a candle and light it bright
Pour gasoline in their beds
When they're asleep, burn them up
They wont be laughing when they're dead
Start with me and youre gonna get killed
Thats all I've got to say
Only one question at the end of this poem
Do you wanna play?
The ABC's of Evil (Version 4.0)
This is the 4th version of my popular ABC's of Evil series! Enjoy! ^_^
A is for alive, your heart can barely beat
B is for burn, flesh melting under scalding heat
C is for calm. No need to run.
D is for Dawn, Will you live to see tomorrow's sun?
E is for Erase, you were never here.
F is for fog, You'll never see it coming near.
G is for gasoline, light a match and BOOM!!!
H is for howl, as the shadowed crimson moon
I is for illusion, your mind cant tell whats real
J is for Justify, can my tears change how you feel?
K is for kill, to harm is to cause more strife
L is for Labor, the painful process of giving life
M is for mute, scream louder. I cant hear.
N is for Natural, It's normal to want your lover near.
O is for origin, what's the purpose of me being here?
P is for poison, melt away everything you hold dear.
Q is for quick, to scare, to run and hide
R is for rebel, protecting their pride
S is for satisfy my craving with just one bite
T is for trust, keep me safe at night
U is for unfit, to live... to walk this Earth
V is for venom, poison since my unholy birth
W is for wound, never hurt what you cant kill
X is for x-terminate, pick your poison/pick your pills
Y is for your paradise, maybe you'll make it there
Z is for Zzzz's... In eternal sleep, you're spared.
Now you know your ABC's. Dont you want to die with me?
A is for alive, your heart can barely beat
B is for burn, flesh melting under scalding heat
C is for calm. No need to run.
D is for Dawn, Will you live to see tomorrow's sun?
E is for Erase, you were never here.
F is for fog, You'll never see it coming near.
G is for gasoline, light a match and BOOM!!!
H is for howl, as the shadowed crimson moon
I is for illusion, your mind cant tell whats real
J is for Justify, can my tears change how you feel?
K is for kill, to harm is to cause more strife
L is for Labor, the painful process of giving life
M is for mute, scream louder. I cant hear.
N is for Natural, It's normal to want your lover near.
O is for origin, what's the purpose of me being here?
P is for poison, melt away everything you hold dear.
Q is for quick, to scare, to run and hide
R is for rebel, protecting their pride
S is for satisfy my craving with just one bite
T is for trust, keep me safe at night
U is for unfit, to live... to walk this Earth
V is for venom, poison since my unholy birth
W is for wound, never hurt what you cant kill
X is for x-terminate, pick your poison/pick your pills
Y is for your paradise, maybe you'll make it there
Z is for Zzzz's... In eternal sleep, you're spared.
Now you know your ABC's. Dont you want to die with me?
Good Enough
I dont feel like I am good enough
I dont feel like I am worth your love.
No one cares if I live or die.
Youre mine. Please dont leave.
I wont let you leave,
If I slit my throat
Right now, this second
I want you to hold me until I am dead
I promise that with my last gasping breath
I'll apologize for bleeding all over your shirt
Then I will whisper your name
And as you are gripping my chain
Pinning me down, taking me
I'll submit to you, I wont hold back
And I wont resist your touch
I dont want it...
Please, I dont want it...
But... I guess...
As long as you love me...
Then take me. And promise not to leave...
Please... Love me...
I dont feel like I am worth your love.
No one cares if I live or die.
Youre mine. Please dont leave.
I wont let you leave,
If I slit my throat
Right now, this second
I want you to hold me until I am dead
I promise that with my last gasping breath
I'll apologize for bleeding all over your shirt
Then I will whisper your name
And as you are gripping my chain
Pinning me down, taking me
I'll submit to you, I wont hold back
And I wont resist your touch
I dont want it...
Please, I dont want it...
But... I guess...
As long as you love me...
Then take me. And promise not to leave...
Please... Love me...
Sometimes
Sometimes it feels like...
I have no purpose
No dreams
No reason for life and no reason to be alive
Sometimes I think...
That no one cares
That no one wants me
That no one would notice if I died
Sometimes I say...
Things that I mean
Things that I dont mean
Things that I dont mean to mean
(But I do...)
Sometimes I see...
People dont care about themselves
People dont care about anything
People dont care about me
Sometimes I want...
To break down and cry
To give up
To hide from everyone
Sometimes I am...
Scared of life
Scared of seeing the truth
Scared of myself...
Sometimes I fight
I cry
I try my hardest to break this cycle of darkness
But sometimes...
I cant...
And I fall into myself again...
I have no purpose
No dreams
No reason for life and no reason to be alive
Sometimes I think...
That no one cares
That no one wants me
That no one would notice if I died
Sometimes I say...
Things that I mean
Things that I dont mean
Things that I dont mean to mean
(But I do...)
Sometimes I see...
People dont care about themselves
People dont care about anything
People dont care about me
Sometimes I want...
To break down and cry
To give up
To hide from everyone
Sometimes I am...
Scared of life
Scared of seeing the truth
Scared of myself...
Sometimes I fight
I cry
I try my hardest to break this cycle of darkness
But sometimes...
I cant...
And I fall into myself again...
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
No One
No one can see faded tears
No one can hear muffled screams
No one can fix shattered hearts
No one lives forgotten dreams
No one can hear muffled screams
No one can fix shattered hearts
No one lives forgotten dreams
Grim Poem 1
You call out into the black of night
Nothing's around, No one is there
You hear a sound and turn to see
The Grim Reaper's piercing stare
You step back and you stumble
To the quiet death you face
The Reaper comes and takes your life
And you die without a trace...
Nothing's around, No one is there
You hear a sound and turn to see
The Grim Reaper's piercing stare
You step back and you stumble
To the quiet death you face
The Reaper comes and takes your life
And you die without a trace...
Shadow Reaper
Darkened shadows of children
Spirits unborn
Tears of holy demons
Killers that mourn
Crimson drops of blackened blood
Vampires rejoice
Fangs sink into your tender neck
Stripping you of voice
Shadowed eyes and paled skin
Sicker than before
Body collapse...Crack your skull
Before you reach the door
Shortened breath and quickened heartbeat
Panic that you send
Bloody shreaks and severed heads
Just before you meet your end!
Spirits unborn
Tears of holy demons
Killers that mourn
Crimson drops of blackened blood
Vampires rejoice
Fangs sink into your tender neck
Stripping you of voice
Shadowed eyes and paled skin
Sicker than before
Body collapse...Crack your skull
Before you reach the door
Shortened breath and quickened heartbeat
Panic that you send
Bloody shreaks and severed heads
Just before you meet your end!
Fire
There's a fire in my soul
That no one can control
And it hurts me like a poison dart
It's burning my core
Like a hot spicy war
Between my mind and my bleeding heart
It burns and it spreads
From my toes to my head
Charring all things in its way
It will burn and burn
Until you just learn
All who start fires will pay
That no one can control
And it hurts me like a poison dart
It's burning my core
Like a hot spicy war
Between my mind and my bleeding heart
It burns and it spreads
From my toes to my head
Charring all things in its way
It will burn and burn
Until you just learn
All who start fires will pay
Pokemon Master
Pokemon- Gotta catch 'em all
Collect them in your Pokeball
Pikachu and all your friends
Team Rocket's blasting off again
Collect them in your Pokeball
Pikachu and all your friends
Team Rocket's blasting off again
Life in Death
This poem is dedicated to the person that I love. Please... I dont want to die alone.
Take my life as gently
But as slowly as you can
Make me beg for death's embrace
By your mercy, By your hand
Make my final seconds
the best that they can be
Make sure that your loving eyes
It the last thing that I see...
Take my life as gently
But as slowly as you can
Make me beg for death's embrace
By your mercy, By your hand
Make my final seconds
the best that they can be
Make sure that your loving eyes
It the last thing that I see...
In-Denial Lover
I dont feel anything for you
I dont care if you visit me
I dont care if you dont even know my name
(It's Nadine, by the way...)
I...
My heart is pounding?
I... just went running...
I just had coffee...
You just scared me... (I didnt see you in so long_
My hands are sweating?
(Do you know how bad I miss you?)
I want you near me...
But I never said that
We're not talking about this
We are not having this conversation
Dont call me! I dont know you, and I dont like you...
(I will call you back as soon as I am done, okay?)
Please just leave me alone for a while
I dont need you. I dont think of you.
(Do you think of me?)
I dont care if you visit me
I dont care if you dont even know my name
(It's Nadine, by the way...)
I...
My heart is pounding?
I... just went running...
I just had coffee...
You just scared me... (I didnt see you in so long_
My hands are sweating?
(Do you know how bad I miss you?)
I want you near me...
But I never said that
We're not talking about this
We are not having this conversation
Dont call me! I dont know you, and I dont like you...
(I will call you back as soon as I am done, okay?)
Please just leave me alone for a while
I dont need you. I dont think of you.
(Do you think of me?)
Loveless
Loveless
Thats my title, my name
My entire existence
Loveless
My soul beats a hollow empty melody
Like a freezing sun
Loveless
Left out in the cold
Like a dying puppy...orphaned and left to die
Weak and fragile... I'll trust anyone who wants me
Loveless
I'm falling for you
Will I hit the floor and have my heart shattered
Or will I be custioned by the warm embrace of your love?
How can I love if I'm dying inside?
How can I love if I dont trust my own heart?
How can I love if my very name is Loveless?
Thats my title, my name
My entire existence
Loveless
My soul beats a hollow empty melody
Like a freezing sun
Loveless
Left out in the cold
Like a dying puppy...orphaned and left to die
Weak and fragile... I'll trust anyone who wants me
Loveless
I'm falling for you
Will I hit the floor and have my heart shattered
Or will I be custioned by the warm embrace of your love?
How can I love if I'm dying inside?
How can I love if I dont trust my own heart?
How can I love if my very name is Loveless?
Forbidden Memories
Dedicated to the shadows of my heart
In the dark... On the bloody canvas of my mind
I paint a picture
With the crimson shadows of my broken heart
I paint...
Alone, drowning in my tears
The salt water memories of suicide and pain
Slit wrists with rusty razors
As many times as I start to wrap my tourniquet
The bandages come loose and I begin to pick at my scars'
Mikori...The black rose watered and bred with bloody soil
Engulfed in the innocent love of my shadow
Heart pounding, I wait...
Wait for you to return, like you promised
Until the end of time, my marks will never fade
I dont bite...much...unless you ask me to
Shaded purple wrists, blood underneath begging to be free
Free to be consumed
My shadow, my darkness...my other half
My heart beats and my soul exists in a lonely eternity
Please dont leave. Dont break your promise to me.
My heart cant take it...Not again...
Another 3 years in the dark, engulfed in a fiery passion of love
I paint this picture, hands scarred and bruised by the tiny glass shards of my shattered soul
Blinded by my tears, I place my faith in one last person
I put all of my light and dark in you hands
...I wont die yet...
In the dark... On the bloody canvas of my mind
I paint a picture
With the crimson shadows of my broken heart
I paint...
Alone, drowning in my tears
The salt water memories of suicide and pain
Slit wrists with rusty razors
As many times as I start to wrap my tourniquet
The bandages come loose and I begin to pick at my scars'
Mikori...The black rose watered and bred with bloody soil
Engulfed in the innocent love of my shadow
Heart pounding, I wait...
Wait for you to return, like you promised
Until the end of time, my marks will never fade
I dont bite...much...unless you ask me to
Shaded purple wrists, blood underneath begging to be free
Free to be consumed
My shadow, my darkness...my other half
My heart beats and my soul exists in a lonely eternity
Please dont leave. Dont break your promise to me.
My heart cant take it...Not again...
Another 3 years in the dark, engulfed in a fiery passion of love
I paint this picture, hands scarred and bruised by the tiny glass shards of my shattered soul
Blinded by my tears, I place my faith in one last person
I put all of my light and dark in you hands
...I wont die yet...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
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