Forbidden Memories

Dedicated to the shadows of my heart

In the dark... On the bloody canvas of my mind
I paint a picture
With the crimson shadows of my broken heart
I paint...
Alone, drowning in my tears
The salt water memories of suicide and pain
Slit wrists with rusty razors
As many times as I start to wrap my tourniquet
The bandages come loose and I begin to pick at my scars'
Mikori...The black rose watered and bred with bloody soil
Engulfed in the innocent love of my shadow
Heart pounding, I wait...
Wait for you to return, like you promised
Until the end of time, my marks will never fade
I dont bite...much...unless you ask me to
Shaded purple wrists, blood underneath begging to be free
Free to be consumed
My shadow, my darkness...my other half
My heart beats and my soul exists in a lonely eternity
Please dont leave. Dont break your promise to me.
My heart cant take it...Not again...
Another 3 years in the dark, engulfed in a fiery passion of love
I paint this picture, hands scarred and bruised by the tiny glass shards of my shattered soul
Blinded by my tears, I place my faith in one last person
I put all of my light and dark in you hands
...I wont die yet...